I just want something I can never have

Den här självdestruktiviteten kan jag inte hantera. Tänk om jag hade haft mer tabletter hemma? Då hade det gått mycket värre, än vad det gjorde. Fan vet alltså.

In this place it seems like such a shame
Though it all looks different now, I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be

Come on tell me
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
I'm starting to scare myself
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have
I just want something I can never have